tomatoepie105

I think you are my ally your always so close always there you hardly ever leave me alone but now i ask friend or foe your so comforting so warm even though you might sneak up on me sometimes making it awkward i still want you friend. alas , you only want me for yourself you wont let anyone talk to me because of you i feel my words will not matter or wont be heard you never say anything to me you make me feel alone you push every one away from me so its just you and i . foe. im contemplating pondering are you really good for me? i feel an addiction to you your a habit i cant kick but its like your trying to hurt me oh my sweet my only

llife without u is meaningless a dark and cold abiss confused and scared i stand alone no ones here i poor my heart out but no one hears so im left with my emotions the saddness and sarrow the lightest bits of joy i drownd it to much to handle taking it all in at once i reach out for help ... but i am alone i lie there drowding in my emotions until i find someone to pull me out of this sea of dispare...i lay therefor for nos how long days years ....i ve lost count and just when i feel like giving in like the world has turned its bck on me i find my gleam of hope in  that sea and it shine brighter than the sun i smile as it reac